where did I go?

I haven't been out at my clothes line obviously.
I haven't been sewing clothes, avoiding processed foods, or teaching my 3 year old her to write her ABC's.
I haven't been pinching pennies to buy chickens or drinking bone broth or reading regularly.

When I left this little blog eight months ago, I think I was tired. I was tired of being inspiring, I wanted a break. I wanted to just live. I wanted to just... be.

Writing a blog is a lot of work, even a little one like mine. 
You have expectations to fill (both yours and your readers). You have requirements to meet. You have... accountability.

I mean, who wants that?
I definitely didn't.

I didn't want to be forced to live a certain way just to entertain others. I didn't want to miss out on things that "don't fall within community beliefs"...


Then a few weeks ago I realized,
What on earth am I thinking?


I do want accountability. I need accountability. I need discipline. I need community. I need to inspire others because it means I'll need to seek inspiration for myself regularly.

I'm angry.
I'm angry I wasted eight months of my life living the exact way I don't believe in. And I'm done waiting for something to happen and snap me back to my focused, creative, intentional, growth-minded way of living.

So I'm back here. Back to change myself. Again.

I'm ready to hold myself accountable and hopefully find others that will too.
I'm ready to start living with purpose instead of passively.

I don't know how often I'll post and what the topics will be. But I have a lot of ideas. Talk to you soon!